Life goes on, this is what I will write about today,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s a feeling that everyone experiences, time just evaporating away,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Distance at its greatest peaks, longitude too whatever this means or so to speak,\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Life was before you or so so, and life will be after you, so as I was told,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Years will again go by, and maybe still the same memories I will hold,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Replaying like ptsd, scarring the brain popping up whenever on me,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But that\u2019s fineeeeeeeee,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I never even wanted to really glow or shine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I hate the attention anyway, im just on this earth with a role to play,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Each day passing, exhausted for nothing?!,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or is it depression, which is a lack of something,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or a loss, or a chronic array or simultaneous losses,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I never asked for this, who up there dictates, where are the bosses,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tell them I am looking for you, tell them I have searched high and low,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And still empty handed and with nothing but heartache to show,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do I bleed internally for no one to see, is anyone even actually bothered about me,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or do write and wither for the people, while they listen and watch taking a sip tea,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is that easy for anyone to overlook, to good or bad cast upon,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cOh, look at her, all black, she was once a beautiful white swan\u201d,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bloodily internally darkened, one final visit. Just remove the white.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Purity, birds chiming, wind whistling, now cast out of sight,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hmmm, okay did you not know we change, its all life dependant,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This black swan never asked to be a constant defendant,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sorrow, and hell of continuous pain , sometimes at the hands of others trauma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
then pleading, begging, wondering when all of this would be over,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Toying with the anchors and life lines of life,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My thoughts \u2013 \u2018do I really need or want to be part of this bomb site\u2019,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Glimmer here and there, hope just conveys through,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And then I learnt that life does go on, with or without it all and with or without you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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