I am not sure whether you have ever known a solo stance
What it feels like day in and day out to be within your own presence
Just a question? Do you like yourself when you sit here?
Or are you wishing that someone or anyone would just appear?
Solitude, isolation or loneliness, which one occupies you?
Actually, it does not matter they are all quite the handful to consume.
Again, do you like yourself when you sit here, if not why?
What did you do so wrong that isolates you and you cry?
Is it circumstantial? Is it Environmental? Or is it just bad luck?
Do you feel hopeless, unloved scared and do you feel stuck?
Like are you chained to your past, or anxious of your future,
Help me to understand why, let me teach you to nurture,
You have to be kind, be peaceful and content,
You have to remind yourself daily that you are meant
To be here, I know I am too, see this internal coaching took me a while
I never ever understood why I was an unloved child
But I do now, I get why I have been raised in solitude,
Why depression is my daily bread, PTSD has been my food,
So I can help you, so I can again come and sit in the dark blue,
I can guide around this solitude, and I will I promise find you,
Not like a stalker, or someone you can not get rid off,
More a shoulder for you soldier, my dark walk will never stop,
Not until I find you anyway, I can find you before it gets too dark,
But I hope you know that deoression and its combos are all a work of art;
Its beautiful you know – to be blue and in isolation,
I want to hear what sent you there though, I can listen with patience
I know what and how it feels, how lonely here can actually be on the mind,
This is another reason we should always be kind,
Because you never know who cries alone,
Who has no one but themselves in their home,
I guess that’s why I am here to remind you,
That I am okay, at peace and alone with myself too