I saw you today,
But today I saw you in a different way,
It has been a while since I saw you on a weekend day,
It has been a while since I saw you on any day,
But I saw you today,
I saw you where we had been before,
Where we held hands and walked the same floor,
Just this time we were distant and a stranger,
It would be faded grey, if feeling was a painter,
I guess I am curious as to how you felt too,
Confusion struck me yk, I did not really know what to do,
I have never faced anything like this before
but I guess we are all new to living or so so,
did you live like you said you would?
Did you look at me and think that’s what could…
of been or did you wish you never seen…
me or us, what could have been of us,
you know we were thrown under the bus,
life just went nope not this time, and ended us just…
as it meant us to go on, but the winds of chaos were too strong.
I am glad you are happy though, I say this often,
But when you left, I did, …..feel like an orphan….
… for a long time. I am strong now though so when I saw you today,
I couldn’t relapse and wish us any other way,
Because I am on my path and you are on yours too,
Just parts of me are still really happy that I once knew you <3