Ahh its been so long since i actually did an in real life blog. I am not sure why though as its my website and its hard to know the writer if you don’t know the writer :’).
Lets just go with a life update – yes that is me in a soft top mustang :O . Never in a million years would i be sat in one of these but somehow life directed me into one, check my Tik Tok soon – @Danisace <3
So I am Danielle, I am still volunteering for suicide prevention I am going for ten years for the cause! I am still in my prime, I am still a hippie, I still have 6 dreadlocks, I still give out to people in need, I still don’t judge or discriminate, I still spread peace & love and I am definitely back on with writing my book – I have three chapters wrote now, this book was started seven years ago, and I guess life never allowed me to catch back up with it, but im back and we are well on our way – its a life book, called walk with me, some aspects of the book are based on real life experiences, I guess I grabbed inspiration from my mum who managed one herself, not everyone can write – I hope she is very proud of herself for producing so many words. (you can purchase this via my website now too -> link) or on pennyjblack.co.uk
Anyway life is Okay, I still have the best rap god child ever, just a stressful pre-teen, I now have three cats, a dog and I am in love (the most kindest, beautiful person found me). I am still with mild depression in parts but it doesn’t rule me anymore which is wonderful news, I always thought the PTSD and depression would somewhat continue to rule my decision making abilities but they have finally lifted, my blog nipping out talks out PTSD and depression. So, after what life gave to me in people and circumstances I am really lucky to be alive, healing takes time, patience and a lot of understanding both physically and mentally but I did it and I am so proud of myself, I know many would not of been able to capacitate what I had to endure without any support.
I believe I have grown up a bit and re-arranged my priorities, I am back coaching (not all of it is free lol) and have quit smoking. If you have ever fought an addiction it is extremely difficult but it is doable, nicotine is one of the hardest addictions to part with, whether this be in the form of tobacco or a vape – I can coach this now as I have gained my experience here too. And the for free part, so many people have tried to have strong words with me over the years about what I do on a voluntary capacity, but I just can not put a price on someone else’s life, I do not need to get paid to help another person away from a crisis, its a life tag not a price tag. It infuriates me when people profit of an ill person and there are so many ways in which others do exploit this, it boils my blood. As I am within the charity sector, I know how corporate this has shamefully become, there definitely needs to be two separate forms of charity, one being corporate and the other being community.. Another mental health exploiter has most definitely been the government and this is not because they turned there backs when we was homeless, its because they create the problems then produce the solutions, I have seen to much with my own eyes which has now been reported, in July they upset me and made me almost leave the Suicide Prevention board which I have been a part of for years, I have since hesitantly re-joined for the figures, but this is not a place I would work happily, glad it is being dealt with though :). All anyone ever talks about up here is funding, it knocks me sick, so I will continue raising awareness about who is on the field with us until they leave :), businesses’ out.
But anyway I think from my previous blogs, it would be nice for you to know that all my traumas are now classed as experiences to me and I utilise these bad parts to help others. I know that you learn more from real life as appose to text book, my degree holds no value to the knowledge I have learnt / experienced through life, and although some of the experiences nearly killed me – they have shaped who I am today, I save thousands of people with what I have learnt since childhood and this is enough for me. I love every person and have no bad words or spirits to send to another person regardless of how I have been previously treated, I know exactly who sends me bad vibes though you can just tell in the air of energy who doesn’t want what is best for you, and I believe anyone who judges someone else has some personal growth to do amongst their issues, I don’t want to be a part of that, but I am very grateful I can’t understand this personality trait :). I am also so sick of calling people out too – I was literally in Sports direct the other week and a member of staff was so rude to another member of staff, it buries me when someone behaves like that and I am absolutely not frightened to re-align you with integrity and respect. Of course I said something, she soon went back to the store room. *SMH*
Lol it is probably one of the reasons why I spend most of my time alone still, I can just tell who speaks poorly of me and other people and for no valid reason like get me away instantly, there is never any valid reason to talk poorly about anyone else, but thankyou for keeping people there as a topic even when they are not present 🙂 , I have only ever been good to people or kept myself to myself. But thankyou so much to the people who keep other people present in value too, you guys are toooo beautiful. *angel*
Also thankyou to everyone who has taken the time to read my blogs I really hope they have helped in anyway possible, I really wish love, light and peace comes your way 🙂 – thankyou to those who have watched my most recent podcasts, I am redoing my first set as I know I have spoke to fast (I even used an app to slow one down ahaha)
I think many will understand that when being a neuro-divergent its mixed personality traits, it is easy to lock ourselves away and not see anyone sometimes, less things to process in the mind. And it really doesn’t bother me if I miss out on anything, you know its more energy in my head that I would rather not entail with half of the time, plus with only having half an organ I do get tired sometimes :).
It is Christmas soon, ahhh jeez last year was awful, I was pretty much alone for two weeks but this year I am definitely not 🙂 – although I probably might be still in parts lol. I have been moulded as a solo person, I do like my own time too, so it doesn’t both me spending time alone.
My voluntary work at SAPUK is going amazing, the team are soo goood, we are just financially struck like most places but this is due to a number of factors, we have many gate keepers and not many people donating to charity anymore due to others, the charity sector is sadly extremely corporate now, and with low finances their is a lot of judgement, one person said ‘I can’t believe how bad things are for you’, I replied with ‘sorry? things are really good actually’ and I think that just shows that money still rules a lot of peoples mind and eyes. SAPUK will never be this way, as we are and always will be ‘The best volunteer led Suicide Prevention organisation in the UK’ – extremely proud of leading this, we will keep volunteers alive and continue to prove what charity means, which it means giving not taking.
Ahhh jeez im also World Famous I don’t know how this happened but I am known in 17 different countries now, my website has done its rounds around the globe, I never realised how much impact a website can have, but I guess its the knowledge that’s within it, people don’t want to play on social media they want to be on the net, and yeah I guess its a pretty cool vibe on here 🙂 – I don’t fit it in with the professionalism of this sector and I never will, nor do I want too, I am a hippie and its free love from me <3
I don’t know what else to write I think that is enough about myself, I spend most of my time writing / drawing for other people, it is easier but if you need anything send me an email at hey@danisace.com and one of the team will get back to you <3. If it is for coaching you can book a free consultation via the SAPUK website —> here
Thankyou for reading and all my love
D x
Another selfie cause i am a little bit happy 🙂 – you can check out my other blogs on life blogs
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